Just need some advice.?

i can relate im 13 and my mom is dying ive attempted suicide once by trying hanging myself ive popped pills i cut myself i smoke luckily my friends have stayed by my side i to have been in and out of mental hospitals but what ive done is there's a anonymous hot line for teenagers to call to talk to people you do not have to tell them ur name location or age but you can talk to some one and feel safe it helped me and ive stopped all of my issues i forgot the number but im sure you can google it if you cant find it or don't want to you can email me @ sarab1231@yahoo.com it helped me so try it maby it can help you and im sory bout ur mom its hard no matter what you do